..reaching for eternity

college, here i come.

2006-06-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

im excited slash nervous.

Tomorrow, ill be in college na. My gaawwd.

Di ko talaga alam kung ano ng mangyayari sakin..

I hate my tuesday sched. 7:30-12:00 zoology.

See? uuuggh. soo boring and for sure aantukin ako :(

woosh. ill go na. im too lazy to blog. ahaha!

omfg. gained weight.

2006-05-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

OMFG. I gained weight. Pesteng SUMMER! =/

DAMN. hindi ko matanggap.. 105 lbs na ko ngayon.

98 pa ko bago mag-SUMMER eh. =/

diet na talaga ko.. seryoso.

ciao.

movie freak.

2006-05-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

MOVIE FREAK.

thats what i am. haha. I watched 3 movies this week.. I mean "we" watched.

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3 made my day complete.. really. It was awesome. haay, ayun wlang magawa.. hinatid ako ni bebe pauwi. di na siya nagtagal. mejo naasar ako.. i wanted him to stay pa so we can play PS2.. pero i understand na din kasi he's not feeling well..Im still craving for more chicken ala king. weee. takaw ko na talaga. I have to stop eatin. errr..

may na agad.

2006-05-05T11:03:00.000+08:00

woop. bilis talaga ng panahon. MAY na agad. ugh.

.RECAP.

->Last Monday, I bummed around.. wala akong ginawa.. natulog lang ako. haha. ayun lang. tapos.

->MAY02 ~ our 10th month. it made me realize na 2 more months and anniv naah.. weh, di rin ako excited eh noh? haha. =p Ayun, met up with him at SM North. dont ask why.. un ang pinaka-malapit na mall sakin at ayokong magcommute pa kasi walang mghahatid sakin. We ate lunch at Kenny.. =) yummy yummy! We watched a movie again.. When a Stranger Calls. Eek, badtrip.. mejo corny. Anyhow, we met up with Tish and chilled at Starbucks. (new pix posted in my multiply) Tumangkad ako.. yupee.. =p Im taller than Tish na. waha. ang babaw ko. Btw, i gave Aaron his favorite cake.. choco mousse and then a photo mosaic. =) wee..

Dapat magkikita din kami nung wednesday.. pero di ako pinayagan. BUMMER. =/

->Then yesterday, KSAMA KO NA NAMAN SIYA. wee. super fun. I went to UST kasi dapat pupuntahan namin si coleen sa ust hospital.. she gave birth na daw kasi.. di na na2loy, umalis na lang kami ni baby.. foodtrip kami.. epal kasi niya eh =( diet nga ako.. brrrr.. =s

->may 5. ugh. wla lng. ang aga aga nsa harap na ko ng PC. wla kasi sila eh.. san kaya ung mga un? iniwan ako. argh. :o tapos di na kme 2loy ni baby today.. pagod and puyat sya so i'll let him rest muna.. 2mrw na lang ulet kami mgkikita. ahaha. adik. wlang katapusan eh noh? :o

13 days to go...

a date with my baby boo :)

2006-04-29T18:44:00.000+08:00

I went out with my baby.. yeah, sa wakas! =) he's so busy with school eh. badtrip. Anyhow, we went to Galle to watch SILENT HILL. you guys should watch that flick. Its really fantastic. Im telling you. Food trip kami sa Mcdo and KFC. wee.=) After nun, nag-aya na ko umuwi. Im not in the mood to stroll. First day of my PM. and i hate it.=( hinatid nya na lang ako then un.. byebye baby :( next week na ulit.

I MISS my classmates.. my school.. my teachers.. everything in HIGH SCHOOL. =/ Damn, sbrang mamimiss ko ung mga kalokohan namin.. mga takas and lahat ng lakwatcha. Honestly, Im not yet ready for COLLEGE. I mean hello.. COLLEGE is way different than high school. =( Lalu na di ko pa naman field ung nursing. MALAKING goodluck talaga sakin. :o

bahala na. I know God will help me. =)

2 days to go -> our 10th monthsary..

18 days to go -> my 17th birthday..

44 days to go -> bye summer, hello college. :)

SUMMER's up.

2006-04-28T14:00:00.000+08:00

here comes my favorite season.. SUMMER! =) sorry for not bloggin. I guess i have to say that Im busy. yeah. haha. Im completely enjoying my summer getaways with my budies. oh how i love wearing my summer bikinis though im not sexy. haha. aminado. well, Girls just wanna have fun. dba girls?

SO ask me hows EVERYTHING..

as for my LOVELIFE..
we're still together.. 4days to go and we'll be celebrating our 10th monthsary. Wow, i just cant believe it. 2 more months and kaboom, one year na kame.. =) i love him.

and for my COLLEGE..
ill be persuing my college as a NURSING student. yes, you heard me right. umiral na naman ang pagiging masunurin ko so I obeyed my rents.. and besides, i have no choice. =( I enrolled at Trinity College last friday.. classmates ulit kami ni Nixie and Marc. Im sure college will be fun with them. =)

my oh so BLOODY sched. :o
Monday and Thursday
7:30-9:00 *communication skills
9:00-10:30 *algebra
10:30-12:00 *sining
1:30-3:00 *health economics
3:00-5:00 *PE gymnastics

Tuesday and Friday
7:30-9:00 *zoology
9:00-12:00 *zoology lab
1:30-3:00 *psychology
3:00-4:30 *ethics

Im free every wednesday :) hehe. lakwatcha time.

time flies so fast.

2006-03-19T17:07:00.000+08:00

time flies so fast.. ang daming nangyari sakin this week.

I cant believe im graduating tomorrow. Mixed emotions.. Im happy and at the same time Im sad. =( I dont want to part ways with my friends. Im not yet ready. =(

Last night I went out with my highlights friends.. We went to Absinth Greenbelt. Second time kong kasama si Aaron sa Gimik.. almost 14 hours kami magksama.. until 11am this morning.. sabay pa kami nagbreakfast. aww. sweetness. =)

Im too lazy to blog. but i feel like blogging. haha. labo. amp.

As for my college? Ayun. 4months nakong nakikipag-argue sa rents ko about what course to take. They are still INSISTING that i take up NURSING. my gawwd. Nakakapikon talaga. I have no choice. I might study in Trinity kasi okay ung hospital ng nursing sa kainila eh.

Goodluck nalang sakin.

sunday bummer.

2006-03-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

shut up and just read.

I was absent last friday for some reason. I got lazy. un lang un. haha. I went out with Gray.. nag-mall lang kame coz i miss going out with her.

Yesterday was a blast. Our class attended our last CEP at Muntinlupa. It was my first time. Super naawa ako sa kwento ni lolo salvador. I never thought na ganon pla ang buhay prisoner. Sobrang mahirap. =( I'll never forget this experience.

After our CEP, I met up with Aaron at Sm Centerpoint. We ate lunch lang then we went straight ahead to our house for Didi's bday party. uber dami ng tao pag dating namin.. nahiya siya.. =) At least, he already met my other relatives. Sabi nga niya kulang nlang daw talaga kasal eh. haha :) awweee.. im happy kasi super okay siya sa family ko.

Im done with my Siddharta Book Report. =) Interview tomorrow at MC. one week left for our grad practice. waaaah.. graduation soon. =(

defense, mc results, song practice :)

2006-03-09T18:45:00.000+08:00

DEFENSE. actually, kami ung unang group na nag-defense. Our group have no idea about it.. we were just informed this morning. Whew, my heart started to beat fast. Its like the end of the world. Nah, OA naman nun. haha. I need to graduate. So there, ok na.. I was asked 4 questions only and VIOLA, we're finished. The defense lasted for 30mins. Major bawas kaba after.. :)

FREE TIME. we dint do anything.. chill lang until 12noon. I bonded with my highlights friends.. im grabbing the opportunity.. 8 days na lang kasi eh =( Im gonna freakin miss them.. Anyhoo, bait bait din ni Sr Pineda.. he helped me in my p6 make up quiz :)

SONG PRACTICE FOR GRAD. yup, practice starts today. I can really feel graduation.. =( I still dont wna leave my hs life.. but i have to.. haay =( BV!!!

MC results are out. I'll have my interview on monday.. 3:30 pm :) Anyhow, tomorrow, our last recollection will be held.. maiiyak na nman kaya ako? hehe :)

exams.. finally over :)

2006-03-08T16:11:00.000+08:00

WHEW. thank God. Today's the last day of our finals. hell week is finally over.

MONDAY ~ Homeroom, CL and Algeb Test. Im confident with the exams today.. especially algeb. :) Bait bait talaga ni Sr. Sinque. Im gonna miss you =( We were dismissed at 12noon. Kim and Eka decided to chill at my place. Foodtrip na naman. amp. Pag sila kasama ko, wala kaming gnwa kundi kumain.. haha :)

TUESDAY ~ Eco, Computer, Filipino. Im not sure of passing the eco exams. =( I dint review well eh.. bad vibes. =c Computer was easy.. ofcourse, if Sr Sinque is your proctor.. ahaha! just kiddin. :) Filipino? shees. chicken. haha! Yabang. Anyhoo, we decided to eat lunch at Eka's crib. Libre ng mom niya ung pizza eh.. then movie marathon. We watched Boo, Saw II and Indecent Proposal.

Well, as I've said. Its finally over.. back to sleeping early. No more pasakit. hehe. I have this feeling that I'll flunk Physics and Accounting. Pucha, walang lumabas sa mga nireview ko.. BV!! Meanwhile, English was easy. What can I say? its my favorite subject. hehe :) Bad trip pa kasi whole day kami today. =( May lunch pa naman sana kami nila mommy today. Its Didi's bday.. happy 5th bday doodles.. her party is on sat na :)

We had a very huge fight last Monday night. I opened his email and i found out something really bad. Super galit na galit talaga ako. I broke up with him and I almost cursed him. He explained his side.. hindi daw talaga siya un.. si william daw.. We're now okay but he still needs to prove something to me. Honestly, nabawasan talaga yung trust ko sa kanya. Well, who can blame me? tsk.

exactly 12 days to go before I leave high school.

FINALS.

2006-03-05T12:11:00.000+08:00

FINALS. monday to wednesday.

study time. harhar. ewan.

another date with my baby.

2006-03-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

it was a long day for me. BV si mommy, she dint allow me to attend mariel's dance practice for her debut. She said im just gonna use that excuse pra lang maka-alis ako. errr. Sorry khix. =( I really wanna join her dance..

Meanwhile, I still went out. I met up with aaron at Sm Manila. Lakas ng loob namin.. we're both broke. haha. We ate lunch and watched a movie. Guess what movie? Close to you. corny.

Grabe, we fought again.. for the nth time. 3 straight days na.. =( Hindi kami nguusap nung pauwi na kme.. hinatid niya ko then my mom asked him to stay for dinner. Di siya makatanggi so he ate dinner at my place.

NEW PICTURES in my multiply. check it. hehe :)

HAPPY MONTHSARY KIM. di kita matawagan kanina eh. stay strong guys.=)

half day..

2006-03-03T11:46:00.000+08:00

We dint do anything today. We had an institutional mass early morning then it was followed by a program tribute to our school President, Sr. Lucilla. It was her B-day. The program lasted until 11 am and it was declared half day.. yihaaa! =) Me and my highlights friends went to Mcdo E.rod to eat lunch. Aaron fetched me there.. =) Mejo nagkatampuhan ulit.. pero naging okay din lahat. ilovehimsomuch.

8th monthsary is LOVE.

2006-03-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

8th monthsary was a blast. He fetched me in school. Bracelet + Ferrero + Letter + Stuff toys = awww. sweetness. We went out with Tish, Nixie, Jayr and Kim. :) wow, i wont forget this day. really.

My day started good.. my highlight friends greeted me agad eh. Thanks guys. Since it will be the last day of discussions in our subjects, we de decided to focus and listen to our teachers for the last time. We got very emotional.. oo nga naman, huling araw na nga di pa kme makikinig dba? so there.. Gluck sa finals namin on monday.. defense nman sa tuesday.. waaah! :o ang daming kailangang gawin. sana makayanan ko. shet.

After classes, aaron was waiting for me.. nasa aurora gate na daw siya. We texted kim since nagka-ayaan na pumuntang katipz. too bad for erika, nabali ung heels niya. Di tuloy siya nakasama. We chilled at Starbucks. yeeeehaa :)

damn happppyyyy!

2006-03-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

i smell LOVE. yihaaa! =) we're now okay. He'll fetch me tomorrow after classes. Weee. excited na ko. shet. 8th monthsary.. hellyeah.

GOOD NEWS. i got my 3230 back. Yeah, you heard me right. Thank you mom.. kinuha na niya kanina sa school. Im back to sun now guys!

HIGHLIGHTS FOREVER. happy bday shar. hope you liked our lil surprise.. sarap ng bonding kaning lunch ah =) update next time.. gotta go. busy.

BAD VIBESSSS

2006-02-28T18:37:00.000+08:00

I HATE THIS DAY.

maybe its not just my day today. GRRRR. my stupid cellphone lost its signal again. DAMN phone.. konti na lang, im gonna throw it out of my window na talaga.

AARON. why are you like that? Pinalipas ko na nga ang FRIDAY na walang pasok.. ang SATURDAY at SUNDAY na usually ngkkita tayo.. at ang MONDAY na wala ulit pasok. And now you're telling me na hindi na naman tayo magkikita this weekend? Sinong hindi magtatampo. Pucha, you know that I cant go out on Sunday because I have to study for our finals this monday. SHITTY LIFE.

I dont care if its our monthsarry on Thursday. I wont talk to you muna. Sino ba namang di magtatampo diba? aarrrggggghhhhh!!!

2006-02-27T12:08:00.000+08:00

okay. RECAP.

saturday - di kami nagkita. =( di ako sanay since every saturday kami ngkkita ng baby ko. ugh. He's attending his cousin's wedding right now. While I went to a relative's debut. tinatamad akong magkwento. un na un! :p

sunday - i asked him if we can go out today. He cant. =( Haaaaaay. I miss him soo damn much. Anyhoo, went to the mall with lola and lola. We bought didi clothes for her bday party. yey. =) We ate at Pizza Hut. yummy pizza. Then lola gave me 600 bucks. cool grandma.. i really love her.

NO CLASSES AGAIN. cool.

NO CLASSES

2006-02-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

NO CLASSES.

bummer. imma go back to bed now. zZzZz..

thesis.

2006-02-23T20:47:00.000+08:00

*thesis

Since I was absent yesterday, I wasnt able to join my group in doing our research. I joined them today and Im proud to say that I finished the Methodology all by my self. Wuhoo. We stayed at Lord Stow's in Madison Square GH. First, Kim and Eka joined me. We planned to go to Starbucks first and had some frappes. We ate pizza too. Foodtrip mga pare! hehe! =) After that, they accompanied me in Lord Stow's na. My groupmates were waiting for me. We started agad coz we dont wanna waste our time. Our deffense will be on Monday na. woosh. kinakabahan na nga kami eh. I went home by 7pm. Christa and Denise, Thanks sa pagsama sakin sa paghanap ng cab.I MISS HIM SOOO DAMN MUCH! ang hirap pala noh? di kami nkkpagusap for 2days kasi sira landline nila. Errr. pag minamalas nga naman kame! BV! =(

school's out.

2006-02-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL'S out.

I dint go to school to pass my 2 envelopes for Miriam. Yey, complete na ko. I'm just waiting for the exam results.

Before going to MC, something bad really happened. Im using my spare phone, 3310, since my real phone was confiscated. Well, guess what happened? Nahulog sa water sa CR. shit. stupid me. dont ask how it happened.

I went to the nearest cellphone repair shop.. waited for 1hour and viola.. my phone's okay na. Kaso lang.. di na pwede sun sa phone na to.. Globe na lang ako forever. I'll be using sun maybe after graduation na lang.

I met up with aaron around 11am at Ministop near Ust. We had lunch at KFC. After nun, he took me home na.. aww =( sad kasi di kami mgkkta sa saturday.. next week na ulet! =(

wala lang.

2006-02-20T19:07:00.000+08:00

Nothing. just feel like posting. I went to school today. As usual. You know, im gettin lazy to study. maybe because graduation is fast approaching. Whew, time flies so fast. Im not yet ready to go to College. I'll surely miss high school.

Recap. shortened period. quiz in physics. passed my siddharta in english. no teacher in eco. group meeting in research. copied notes in accounting. seatwork in CL. discussion in algeb. CLASS picture. =) 2hours free time. bonding with my "highlights" friends. chill.

new pictures here. http://trishaaa.multiply.com

exam in Miriam

2006-02-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

My Saturdaaaaayyyy =)

I had my entrance exam in Miriam College. I woke up really early because of their "late comers will no be allowed to take the exam" rule. I arrived in MC around 7:30 am. I was just right in time. The line will be passing in a few minutes. I was worried for Kim. She woke up late and i thought she wouldnt be allowed to take the exam because she arrived when the exam papers are already given to us. The exam ended before 12noon. It was easy.. but lack of time for the inductive reasoning part. Almost all of us dint finish that part. Anyways, the essay part was also easy for me. Wish me luck guys. :)

After the Exam, kim and i are starving so we decided to eat at mcdo but unfortunately, Mcdo was jumpacked with so many people so we decided to transfer in Jollibee. We even saw Ryan at Starbucks. He was looking for nixie. duh, obvious bang hindi namin kasama? sira tlaga un. Btw, he was with Louie. Gwapo tlaga grbe! =)

I went to SM san lazaro after. I met up with aaron.. ate again adn just strolled. We're suposse to watch Close to you pero tinamad na ko so we just went home. He played with didi again.

heart's day. oh yeah.

2006-02-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

SWEETNESS ALERT*

I told you im not really expecting anything from him because he already surprised me last saturday. but hey, HE STILL DID. awww.. our dismissal is around 4pm. We even fought because he's going out daw.. un pla sadya lang yun coz he's really planning to visit me again. aww.. so sweet. It was around 7pm when he arrived at my place. Gosh, he looks cute with the red shirt. Nawala ung galit ko.. he handed me a pink pillow na foot shape. I remember when we were at the mall last Saturday, tinuro ko ung pillow na un sknya.. sbi ko ang cute. He bought it for me. awwweeee! He even gave me white chocolates.. my favorite. =) Then shempre, hindi mawawala ung letter. sweetness talaga. shet.=) "Bakit si mommy may ferrero?" I asked him that. Ako ung GF tpos ako ung wlang ferrero?! Unfair. haha. kidding. Mom was really glad coz aaron still bothered to give her and didi some chocolates.. daya, dapat ako lang eh! hehe =) I feel bad coz I dont have anything for him. I was suppose to go to gateway that day but he insisted na I go home early.. un pala kasi may surprise siya.. oh well, i'll make it up to you on Saturday. =) so there.. another day to remember. I soo love him. =)

bloody day.

2006-02-13T20:23:00.000+08:00

I dint go to school today. Worry not. Mom knows that i dint go to school. I asked permission if i can go to Miriam College to pass and get my exam permit. She allowed me. haha.

Kim went to our house around 7 in the morning coz we'll be passing our form together. So there we went to MC around 9pm. Our exam is scheduled this coming Saturday. 8am to 12noon. Sabay kami ni Kim. hehe. I have to rush my application form, recommendation forms and scholastic records. Ughh. hassle.

After goin to Miriam, kim and I decided to eat lunch in Galle. Its been a long time since I last went to Galle. We ate at KFC. namiss ko kaya ung chicken steak nila. Then, we did our own window shopping. NO, bawal gumastos coz I spent 2thou already last Saturday. huhu. We chilled at Starbucks before going home.

Mom wants me to drop by at UDMC to ask for an application slip. See, the NURSING issue isnt finished yet. Damn. Kim was there to accompany me again. Thanks dude! =) Anyhow, weird nung school na yun. Wala na silang entrance exam for freshmen applicants. After submitting mg reuirementys, interview na daw agad. haha. nu ba yan.

You wouldnt believe this, i went to RECTO. It was my freakin first time. haha. Ang dirty nung place and i dont like the people roaming around. Ulk. Sorry, but Im just telling the truth. We even saw Patrick.. pauwi na yata siya. Anyhow, na-BV kami ni kim. Wag niyo na alamin. We're so stupid. Shit.

Went home by 7pm. Exhausted. Sick. hate this feeling.

oh btw, tomorrow is VALENTINES day and our barkada's monthsary. I smell love. hmm. Im not expecting any surprise from him tomorrow.. kuntento na ko sa ginawa niyang surprise last Saturday eh. oh well. =)

BES GRAY * happy 1 year of friendship. i love you. see yah sooon! mwah!

a day to remember

2006-02-12T09:56:00.000+08:00

a day to remember*

yep, yesterday was really a day to remember. I'm suppose to meet up with my baby at RP ermita because we're going to starcity. Meeting time? 3pm. So there, I went out with my mom first. We looked for a gown.. yeah, for my grad ball. Then I asked mom to drop me home since I have my lakad with aaron.. and my mom's goin to the mall with my tita. I was busy fixing my blog around 1pm and then my phone started ringing.. it was HIM.ü Sabi niya "asan ka? labas ka ng house niyo." OMG. i thought he was just foolin around so i peep into my window. THERE HE WAS!!!! I ran outside and he brought me 3 dozen of PINK roses. Aww.. sweetness. I really dint expect that he will do that.. Ang aga ng valentines niya noh? Never the less, Its still sweet. Im really surprised. We stayed at our living room for a while then went to RP na. We dint eat lunch so the first thing that we did is to find a good resto. Poof. Chef d' Angelo. yummy steak. After eating, its my turn for my little surprise. I went to cheescake etc. I asked him to go away first. I bought 3 heart cheescakes with a personalized toppings. Nakalagay "Im sorry =(" since we had a big fight the other night.. so un.. nakabawi na ko! haha.. nagkatamaran na pumuntang star city, so we strolled na lang. Then he took me home. Pinag-dinner siya ni mommy sa house. hehe. Waaahh.. inggit si mumi sa roses ko! haha.. =) one sweet day..

2006-01-22T09:41:00.000+08:00

My phone got confiscated for the 2nd time around..
and for that, it'll be returned on March..
tagal pa!! =( It sucks.. I know.. letche kasi mga madre eh!
Im glad i still have my spare phone.. got a new number.. PM me nalang :)

Baguio Retreat.

2006-01-14T10:04:00.000+08:00

Im finally home :) okay, so i was away for four days. I wasnt that excited at first.. but as the days pass by i was able to appreciate all the activities that we did.
Sino ba namang hindi maiinis? NO CELLPHONES, CAMERAS, MP3S or other gadgets for three days? err.. binalik nila nung last day but still, bad vibes.

Last tuesday, our assembly time was 6:00 am. I was right on time.. ang daming pasaway! We left St Paul around 8am na. Usapan 7am eh. mga pasaway talaga ang barbe. Anyhow, on our way there I had to sit with my assigned partner, Christa. Bye bye chikahan sessions muna with Mariel and Kim.. ang layo kasi nila eh. =( But its okay.. i was comfortable with Christa nman eh. Moving on, we had 4 stop overs. Bumaba lang ako nung nasa Luisita, Tarlac na.. It was lunch time and Im starting to feel my stomach belching. haha. I saw starbucks. thats a big WOW.=) so there, we decided to eat lunch first at Jabi. corny noh? Our adviser said we cant eat at Dencios or Pancake House kasi mabagal sila mag-serve. SAYANG!=( Pag balik sa bus, nilulubus ko na ang kaka-text sa baby ko. =( Surely, im gonna miss him. We arrived in baguio around 3pm. The first thing we did? we surrendered our gadgets to our adviser. Aww, im gonna miss my phone. We ate our merienda afterwards.. the food was okay. Bawal hindi kumain. err, diet pa naman ako. Dinner was always around 7pm. Sobrang close yung time intervals ng pagkain namin ng food. Breakfast by 7am, Break by 10 am, Lunch by 12noon, Merienda by 4pm and Dinner by 7pm. See? we eat 5 times a day. Our last activity was film viewing. I was really sleepy na coz that was super late na. The movie was good.. though im not really used to watching old tagalog flicks. I was touched by the story. Lights off? 10pm. Goodnight to my friends. No Room hopping coz the teachers do random room inspection to see if we're really with our partner.

The following day, Wednesday, was an exhausting day for me. We have to wake up before our bath sched (4:45-5:00) Each students are alloted 15mins for bath. It sucks because I usually take a bath for almost an hour. It was really cold. All of us hafta to double our clothes.. i swear hindi namin kinaya ung lamig. The bad thing is, the heaters in the bathroom starts at 6:30 am. eh by 6am, nasa baba na kami dapat lahat. =( So kaylangan namin lahat magtiis sa cold water. I did so much sacrifice in this retreat. Anyhow, its my first breakfast so i was really excited. hehe. Their hot choco was the bomb. Isa yun sa mga mamimiss ko sa retreat. =) After breakfast, we finally met our priest facilitator. First session pa lang pina-iyak niya kame.. Sabi ko pa nman ndi ako iiyak =( I really cried hard because its all about your family and the wrong things you've done. tagos sakin sbra. Hanggang last session before we sleep, pina-iyak niya kami. I realized that its not easy to shed gallon of tears. Sumusuko na ko but it keeps on pouring down. After nun, di na ko nakatulog sa siesta time. I stayed in my room.. crying. Feeling ko kasi ang bad bad kong anak sa kanila. After dinner naman, mas umiyak ako sa last session.. pati nga si Kim eh. First time ko siyang nakitang ganon.. pati mga classmates ko. We really showed our emotional side. Eto na ung exciting na part.. diba bawal mag-room hopping? after mag-rounds ng teacher isa-isa na naglabasan ung mga classmates ko.. nakakatawa ung mga footsteps nilang nagmamadali. Mejo kabado pa ko lumipat.. until Kim knocked at our door. She told me na apat na daw sila sa room.. lipat daw kami ni christa. And so we did. haha =) 6 people slept in two beds. Cool kasi nagkukulitan lang kami. Sobrang saya.

Thursday. its funny how we all looked like during the rising time.. lahat ng rooms puno ng sbrang daming students dahil naglipatan kagabi. The teachers found out but they dint get mad. I was surprised na pumayag din pala sila.. mga pasaway kasi kami e. So ayun.. cycle na ung routine namin.. breakfast, session, break, session, lunch, session, merienda, session, dinner, mass, last session. Since it was our last day, we were loaded with activities. Syempre, di na naman nawala ung iyakan sessions. Ultimo hanggang homily ng mass pinapaiyak kami ng priest. We had an open forum.. This time, i was surprised and glad at the same time. Nakapag-open na kasi ako ng lahat ng problema ko sa mga classmates ko. They know me, im not really open.. tahimik lang ako madalas sa school. That forum opened my eyes to the different personalities of my classmates. I mean, di ako nagiisa. Madaming may ganong problema.. broken family and stuff. I dint become shy in terms of telling them. Last but not the least, our candle ceremony. You'll get one candle, approach one person that you want to say Sorry, Thank you or i love you. Hindi ko alam kung sinong una kong bibigyan. I approached my adviser and apologized for hating her and cursing her.. I told her that I dont like english anymore because of her. She laughed and hugged me. I really felt the guilt. After nun, ang daming lumapit sakin para mag-thank you and mag sorry. ANG SARAP PALA NG FEELING NOH? yung tipong na-hug mo silang lahat na tapos na tlga ung mga conflicts tpos sbrang thankful ka naman sa mga friends mo.

2 months from now, we'll be leaving each other. We'll be graduating and sana dun sa 2 months left magstart ng bagong foundation yung section namin. I know kaya ng Barbe lahat to. I had so many realizations in my life. Nawalan ako ng time for God and for my family.. lagi na lang sa ibang bagay. This time I'll make everything right.

I am a better ME now. =)

Friday, we left baguio around 9am. We went to strawberry farm to buy pasalubongs. Grabe, naka-800 ako sa kakabili ng stuffs. I bought so many food.. rosary bracelets for my family and friends. I bought my baby a silver bracelet. Sana nga nagustuhan niya eh. We stayed there for 1hour lang.. not bad kasi ang dami ko na ngang nabili. Its time to go home. Excited na kong makita ang mga mahal ko sa buhay.. nax, ako ba toh? hehe. We arrived at St Paul Around 4:30 pm. Aga nga eh.. expected namin 6pm pa. Who fetched me? my baby! =) hehe. namiss ko talaga siya.. and im happy to see him again. So there, he took me home. Mommy asked him to stay for dinner. wla siyang choice. hehe =)

PICTURES? wla kasi nga bawal diba?! but there are some shots sa digicam ng teacher namin and ng isang classmate ko. I'll just upload them next time.. pag-nakuha ko na sa kanila. =)

02 02 02 :)

2005-12-02T08:28:00.000+08:00

im actually waiting for my hunnie.. i cant wait to be with him.. happy fifth month baby hun :) I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!!

school soon. arrgh

2005-11-06T10:54:00.000+08:00

Monday was so boring for me. Oh gooshh..

Tuesday. Thank God besGray dropped by. I had fun with our "halloween pictorial" that day. haha! That was the best shot bes.. anyhow, thanks for the chips and the soda. mwah. :)

Wednesday. NOVEMBER02. our fourth monthsary. It was not so good.. =( I almost cried. haay.. basta.. it was a bad day. Di na nga kami ngkita, di pa kame masyado ngusap. It sucks right? btw, I went shopping with my mom. We even fought about nail polish colors.. how lame. Anyhow, i had my nails colored black. wicked. :)

Thursday. Swimming with my bestpals, Rovie and Gray. Wooh. I cant believe we have our hot pix taken. lalng :) sobrang cool.. buti nlang wlang masyadong epal. Looking forward for more bonding moments with you guys :)

Friday. Ugh. We almost broke up. Yeah, my fault! =( but we're back to normal again.. i realized that i cant afford to lose him. Im soo inlove. Shet. ;p

Saturday. FUN FUN FUN! I went out with my bebeboi. haha :) Sobrang kiligness.. I spent the whole day with him.. locked hands.. i missed his hugs and kisses.. aww :) I was super surprised when he gave me that lil bear. la nman kasing occasion dba? we named the bear stacy :)

pix at my multiply.. :) im too lazy to post it here eh. lol. chill guys. oh, school's gonna start tom na ulet. haaay.. ayoko pa pumasok! bullcrap! :o

Sembreak

2005-10-31T09:54:00.000+08:00

I feel like blogging today. haha. Maybe because im so bored. :o
Music Playing here: Ever After

Intrams 2005 ~ Over all CHAMPION? the seniors. =) Thats sooo cool. Oh well.. so much about our sports fest.. here are some pictures :D

Last Thursday, Tish and I went to UST. Sasamahan namin si Jayr and Aaron mag-enroll :) It was a long and tiring day for me.. I went home late and super hassle kasi it rained hard. As in super. First time akong nabasa kasama ung baby ko :p We watched My Sassy Girl :)

Friday came, di kami ngkita ng bebe ko :( pero ok lang.. I went bonding with my mom and my lola :) We went shopping in GH. Spoiled na naman ako sa kanila..they bought me so many new stuff. Ang cool :p new pix here :)

Saturday rocks :) Tish dropped by at our house.. kwentuhan and tamang bonding lang. We went to a pet shop near our place. parang bata na naman si nene. haha :) Gray had her fashion in Ateneo. Sana napanood kita.. sorry bes ah? bawi ako next time. That night, Erika called me up. Nag-aya ng gimik.. since I have nothing to do at home, sumama na ko :) Treat daw ni gaga eh.. We chilled at starbucks, ate dinner at Sizzling Stop then met up with Emong. After that we went to Decades.. uber daming cuties. Dami din namin na-meet :) oopz.. taken nako! behave trisha!

Sunday! My baby left already.. sembreak SUCKS if he's not here =/ Im not sure if he'll come back on our fourth monthsary. but i really wish he will.. haay. I miss him so bad! Anywoo, I spent this day with Tish, Jayr and Joggy. I had fun playing with them sa arcade. Naaadik na ko! Epekto ba toh kasi wala si aaron? =/ Uwi kna baby.. haay..

more pix in my multiply soon :) check them out there..

BIATCHES: missin you guys.. labas tayo this week ah? EK tayo!! ;)

SENIORS RISE :)

2005-10-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

Senior ako, SENIORS tayo.. ipakita sa mundo.. kung ano ang kaya mo.. ibang iba ang SENIORS.. wag kang matatakot.. ipagmalaki mo! =)

Im soo loving this day.. our first day of intrams.

Cheerdancing Competition
First Place: SENIORS (wuhoo!)
Second: Juniors
Third: Sophies
Fourth: Freshmen (go sispals!)

Ms Intrams 2005 - Giselle Pacqeo / SENIORS
Best Batch Shirt - SENIORS
Best Cheerdancing Outfit - SENIORS

Congrats to the Seniors :) We made it.. Sana tuloy tuloy na toh!

COOL :D

2005-10-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS DAY! I have my phone na ulet.. wee, I missed my phone sbra! 1 week din un ah.. =) oh well.. lets parttty!

Goodluck SENIORS 06 tomorrow :) We can make it.. win or lose, it is the batch we choose :)

badtrip >:O

2005-10-19T19:33:00.000+08:00

pag minamalas nga naman o..

last monday, my phone was confiscated. err..
then just this afternoon, aaron's phone got lost..

its SUCKS, bigtime! pano na kame ng bebe ko? =/

2005-10-12T14:12:00.000+08:00

RECAP :)

10.02 [3rd month] I went out with my baby.. That was the best monthsary ever. I really had fun.. It was different from the other monthsaries we had. Usualy, we dont see each other every second of the month.. minsan kse laging weekday tupatapat. Its kinda hard coz we both have classes. But anyway, I just hope our next monthsaries will be like this too. :) i love him so much.

10.03 [tish's bday] Our surprise was ruined.. ang hirap kasi may pasok. Still, I hope Tish liked our little surprise. Nixie brought the cake. I was suppose to bring pizza.. haha! di natuloy! After classes, we brought Tish at Dencio's near Abs. We ate na lang there.. ang funny pa kasi the waiters sang a happy bday song. Cool :) Tish was kinda disappointed coz Jayr dint come . Aww.. okay lang yan dude! Atleast may flowers ka from him. Happy sweet 16 biatch. We love yah.

10.05 [megamall] The seniors went to Megamall for the ad camp. Different University and College booths were there. They gave us so many information on the courses that we want to take. I got so many stuff.. err, honestly. Ayoko ng mga schools dun.. including feu. :o sorry!

10.06 to 08 [exams week] Err.. the 3 day exam was exhausting. I swear. I dint study that much.. Eco, Accounting and p6 was freakin hard. Arrrg.. Pray for me, I hope I passed.

10.08 [eastwood party] Tish celebrated her bday that night. First, we had dinner at Teriyaki Boy with her mom, brother, Sonny and Ninz, Sash and Ej. :) Speaking of Sash and Ej, i cant believe we saw them in Ewood. Good thing, sumama din sila. I dint eat much in Teriyaki Boy.. im not yet hungry that time. After eating, We bonded at powerstation. I really missed sash and Ej.. sana hindi pa last to. Erika was late. Too bad, di niya naabutan sila sash :( oh well.. sayang din wala si Nixie and Kim. Nixie will have her dlsu exam tom while Kim's grounded. You missed the fun guys.. We partied hard. We went to Basement and Jack's Loft. Foodtrip talaga ;p I got home by 4am.. aga noh? ;)

10.10 [ retreat cancelled] Suppose to be, we're in Baguio right now for our retreat. BV! wala daw pari sa baguio.. tsk.. Oh well, we had regular classes agad. I got my Math and Filipino test results. I passed both :) wuhoo.. Kinakabahan ako sa P6 and Accounting. Err.. wish me luck guys. We dint attend the batch practice. Nahuli kami nila Mariel and Jackie. haha. =p

10.12 [kalesa adventure] Taxi, Trike, Jeep and Kalesa! haha.. kulang na lang train.. we just want to commute para adventure ;p Tish, Erika and I rode the kalesa going to Ust. Nakakahiya.. it was Tish's fault. We ate breakfast at Wendys. Bonding kaming three. Our next stop was Cafe Dapits. We stayed there for 2hours. Nagpa-burn ng cds and ngpa-print ng pictures :) Then I met up with my baby.. something bad happend nga lng.. ill update this tomorrow. =/

Last Night, I almost tried commiting suicide again. Why? stupid reason. I cant live without him. Cool off kme pero feeling ko iiwan na niya ko.. Shit talaga. I was feeling so down. Nilabas ko yung sama ng loob ko sa house nila erika. I was crying really hard. We talked over the phone.. we both agreed na cool off nga. Hindi ko talag kaya. Di ako tumigil nang kakaiyak.. When I got home by 6pm, I was still crying. He's my life now.. mamamatay talaga ako without him =(

Im just thankful for having my friends. Ive realized that It wont do any good to me. Kung wala sila, baka kung ano nang kabaliwan nangyari sakin. I dont know how to thank those guys. sobra sobra.. i owe them much. They helped me realized that life is wonderful and that I dont have to waste it.

Im allowing him to break my heart again. Naah, just kiddin! We're giving one last chance to our relationship. I just hope this time its really for real. We're so okay(again) and sana mgtuloy tuloy na :)

BIATCHES united :)

2005-10-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

Gray, thanks for dropping by kanina.. too bad hindi na ako nakasama sayo sa katips :) I had fun with you.. kodak moments na naman :p ill make it up to you next time. mwah!

Earlier, I joined a conference with Nix and Erika. I thought things would really get worst but it turned out as a time for as to open up with each other. Kim was online too.. she was late nga lang. No need to elaborate all the things that we talked about. Too bad Tish wasnt online. Never the less, the BIATCHES are now in good terms. yeah, hurray for us.=) We planned on celebrating but hindi pwede si Kim and Nixie so we decided to go out on Saturday na lang para saktong after exams and before our retreat. Wee.

Speaking of Exams, My gawwd! Its getting near.. Im sure i'll cram again. 2 days pa akong absent because of this freaking fever. arrrg talaga! After Exams, retreat ng barbe. Oh yeah.. im so excited. BUT.. a bold BUT it means no cellphone for four days. :( PANO NA BABY KO? haay.. After Retreat, its time for our fieldtrip. After fieldtrip.. *drums* yey, the most awaited Intrams. See how busy ill be this october? tsk. hectic. sbra!

Moving on, two na bukas :D I just cant wait.. Im gonna be with my baby again.=) Update you guys tomorrow.. Im sleepy na! hehe :p

Sickly shit.

2005-09-29T08:14:00.000+08:00

Im freakin sick. Err. I hate this feeling. =/ I dint go to school today. Sorry Kim if I dint inform you! :(

I changed my layout last night. Haha.. Whats with my summer layout? Halata bang inip na ko for summer? I just miss my beachbum days :) Anyhoo, yesterday was Gab's birthday. Happy birthday lil bro. He'll be celebrating his bday on Saturday. Wala ako that day.. Im gonna be with cuz Karen. EB at Mega :) And gimik sa gabi.. birthday naman ni Tish :) wee!

I miss my baby soo damn much! I cant wait to be with him on Sunday. *drools* oh well.. gotta bounce now, Im gonna curl up in my bed pa. Damn Fever. See yah guys :)

shake it off..

2005-09-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

Im soo loving Bow wow's song, LIKE YOU :D super astig.. lalang..

If you're happy without us, lemme just tell you that WE'RE HAPPIER without you. Tangina, hindi ko kailangan ng bestfriend na almost isang taon akong pnlastik! err.. pabibo kahit kelan! Ayusin mo yung blog mo ah.. ang lumalabas kasi kami pa ung nang-iwan at may kasalanan? pabibo! :0

Anyhoo, I had a lot of fun sa open forum ng buong BARBE.. imagine, from first period until 10:00 kaming naglabasan ng sama ng loob. As in lahat nagsalita.. Im so thankful kasi Ms Santos gave us a chance to let everybody know how we feel. Everyone cried.. including me and Kim :) aww.. super touched ako kay besh. Thanks for speaking up pra skin ha.. you know what I mean. After the open forum, buong barbe sabay sabay nagrecess sa isang table.. :) haay.. if only we can do that everyday! I really hope after this day magtuloy-tuloy nang maayos ang section namin.. Wala na sana tlagang plastikan! And Ms Santos.. please, wag na kayong umalis :(

Miss ko na baby ko.. bigtime! =/ 6days to go.. 2 na ulet! yey :)

RECAP.. lol

2005-09-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

Its been a week since I last posted here.. sorry guys :) updates below..

SUNDAY(18) * I took the USTET. It wasnt that hard.. Im proud to say that I finished answering the questions on time. Im worrying about the quota of nursing.. ang dali nga ng exam, ang hirap naman pumasok sa nursing! tsk. Wish me luck. I hope I passed Psych :) Anyways, my baby Aaron fetched me in ust after my exam. We ate lunch in Wendy's coz Tish and I were already starving. Err! Imagine, we dint eat breakfast. I met up with bes Gray too.. super sandali nga lang :/ After eating, Tish went home early. Aaron and I decided to chill in the mall na lang.. Something bad happened pa :( Oh well, Im really sorry for that baby. Promise, di ko naman kayang mawala ka eh. My mom got mad pag uwi ko.. whatta day! Di daw ako nagpaalam.. sobra na daw ako.. I go out every weekend.. blahblah! DUH!!!! sermon again. =o good thing Nixie came over.. she slept at my place but I found out something really bad. Err.. BAD VIBES! para naman kasing di kaibigan eh..

MONDAY(19) * Err, I soo hate our monday schedule. I almost cried during our Recess time.. I was talking to Erika and Kim. Ang gulo gulo.. di namin alam ni kim kung kanino maniniwala.. but still, na-hurt ako sbra.. :( Di ko ma-imagine na kayang gawin un sakin ng bestfriend ko? I mean, tama na ung nangyari sakin sa OLA last year.. tama na rin ung nangyari kela Jill.. enough na rin ung vandal sa cr last year.. and now, siya? of all the people.. tsk.. Kala ko pa naman, sila naiintindhan ung situation ko.. oh well.. i realized so many things :o

TUESDAY(20) * I still feel bad.. ewan ko ba! Change topic.. bonding moments with Mariel, Jackie and other classmates kanina.. ang saya ng topic namen :) kahit papano, nawala ung prob ko na iniisip.. anyhoo, we dint do heavy works today and im soo glad :D I dint bring my phone coz I dont have load anymore.. pero super na-miss ko yung baby ko.. =( tapos ngayon, he's not yet home.. haay, i dont know if makakapag-usap kme.. SANA!!! just got home and im done eating dinner..

*new blog..

2005-09-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

finally, i made a new one. After 3 months, here i go again.. blogging time :) I soo miss doing this. Oh well.. this blogspot is for real. Im not gonna use my old xanga but you can still view it.. sayang naman ung memories if i'll delete it diba?

*REPORT CARD ~ I finally got my grades. Im so so happy with the results. I dont have failing marks. Panira talaga ung accounting.. err! hate that subject. Pero swear, babawi ako next quarter :) congratz kay shar.. top1 ng barbe :)

*BARBE PRESENTATION ~ So far, it went well.. unlike last time, sabog ung presentation. Nagpanic ako kasi wala si kim.. she's the one responsible for that. Last time kasi, sa lights lang ako.. but anyway, Jessie was there and thanks for that :)

*SATURDAY GIMIKLESS ~ err, it sucks! pero okay narin.. la akong money eh! haha :) and besides, im going out tomorrow with my Baby.. yehey! I cant wait to see him na.

I gotta bounce now.. Promise, I'll keep you guys updated na all the time ;p